#11 - 20 Things My Future Husband Should Know about me

#11 - 20 Things My Future Husband Should Know About Me:

#11: January 24, 2013:
I cannot pull a real "all-nighter." It is psychically impossible for my body. My head, my body start to protest if I'm up too long, headaches, body aches, until I just fall asleep. Last night I couldn't fall asleep. (I often have trouble falling asleep, restless mind, usually. But last night was different. I was happy, content, kept thinking of all the reasons why I love him and then I just wanted to be with him.) I tried reading, that didn't work. I picked out a movie I thought I'd fall asleep during, saw the whole movie. Picked out another movie, same results. Then I looked at the clock and it was already 5 am. I thought, "Huh, I might actually be able to pull this all-nighter thing off." I didn't feel tired at all. Started watching episodes of a TV show I recently started. Then at 6:30 I passed out. And just like that, no more all-nighter. It is impossible for me, I always fall asleep, if even only for an hour or two.

#12: January 26, 2013: (Missed yesterday, due to migraines all day.)
Chocolate or Vanilla:
I will almost always choose chocolate.
Exceptions: Ice cream - chocolate chip cookie dough, cookies and cream, chocolate/vanilla twist - soft serve, rootbeer float, some sundaes. Not ice cream- pies, cheese cakes, some cookies
Favorite Ice cream ever: Chocolate Pretzel Crunch from Penn State Creamery - AMAZING!

#13: January 27, 2013: Camping
I love camping - real camping - in tents, with camp fires out in nature, the woods. It makes me feel alive. There is no technology to help you, entertain you. It's just you and nature. If there are others with you, then you have to entertain each other. Your days are determined by the sun. We should go camping at least once a year. :)

#14: January 28, 2013:
I cry when I'm mad, frustrated, really sick, sad, sometimes even at happy times. Sometimes I cry just because - sometimes my body needs to let go of all the tension and emotions built p inside me and I cry. 95% of the time all I need you to do is hold me in long hug and tell me that you love me. DON'T yell at me for crying or tell me I'm being childish - no matter what the reason is - and only ask why I'm crying if you truly don't know.

#15: January 29, 2013: Worry
I will worry about you - If we're apart, I will worry more each day I don't hear from you. I worry about anyone I care for. You might think that it's a bad thing, but really, it's good. For me to worry = to care = love.

#16: January 31, 2013:
I miss you.

#17: February 2, 2013: Family
My family means more to me than anyone/anything. I don't expect you to get along with them 100% of the time - I can't even do that. But it does have to be the majority of the time, or at least enough to be around them without me having to force you too. And they have to approve of you, mostly, So it's best to suck up to them. (My mom - the most important one to win over - will always accept bribes, especially if they come in the form of wine or chocolates.) *wink wink*

#18: February 2, 2013: Sundays
I love the idea of reserving one day a week to just relax and do whatever we want. It would make sense that this is Sunday - a great way to end/start the week, it can also change per each week's schedule. Sometimes it might be impossible to not do any work - especially while we're both in school. But it's nice to at least aim for.

#19: February 4, 2013: Help!
I don't ask for help very often, (in fact, I probably don't do it nearly as much as I should), so when I do reach out for help- in any way, small or big, it means that I really need it.

#20: February 6, 2013:
Because of all the times that I've been badly hurt, my heart has been broken, and all the time I've sank into depression, it takes me an extremely long time to be able to fully trust someone - months, usually 3, 4, 5 more? So when I (or I should say my heart) trust completely, 100%, do NOT abuse it. I am tired of being hurt after letting people in. If you hurt me in any way, you will pay for it and you will be sorry.